I have made up my mind on a very important part of my life. And I shall leave everything to the hands of time and fate to decide what the future has in store for us both. I have tried very hard. And I know she has as well. But I guess it's not enough to keep me trying anymore. I'm worn out. I tried. And I'm tired. I really did. But I honestly can't see anywhere else we can be heading to anymore. I felt a part of me die this past week. And people around. Especially her. Can feel that I've been acting strangely. Even I feel that I'm going off track. I have finally let go. And I can feel it.
As I stood today in Takashimaya watching the seseme street live performance. I listened to the childish songs and dance by the puppets. I love cookie monster. I was fixed on him all the time. I absorbed all the energy in from the show. I have not felt so free, so light and so happy before in a very long time. I actually could feel tears storing up in my eyes. And I had to wipe them before they poured out....
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