How long to move on?

Peeps closer to me will know that I am having problems with Xyn. I guess both of us are simply unsure of what to do with each other. I will not go into the details of our issues. Just that we have them. And some very serious ones at that. I guess we needed that external factor to finally push us both to let things go.

Well I guess like what everyone says. Let things just go ahead.
Were we simply moving backwards all this while then?

School's been extremely busy. And personal life is taking a huge strain on my emotional state of mind. It's hard to concentrate so much work yet trying to keep sane all at once.

I can't wait for the March term break. I need to move away from things. But yet I know I will break down if I'm not occupied with things to do. I used to love march holidays. Because my birthday falls within it. Now I'm not sure I will like it at all.